I was figuring out my messy and complicated life when this man just walked in and decided to tear down the walls I have built. Initially I resisted but after a few days I realised he was just as stubborn as me and would not leave.
My life is still a mess and complicated but he fits in perfectly. Amid the chaos going on in my life, he is able to make me stay still and not crash under the burden.
I know this feeling very well. The feeling of loving someone and being loved in return. The desire to want to be with someone everyday and be part of his life as much as he is a part of mine. I learned to forget this feeling. I was doing fine until this man just awakened the memories.
My greatest fear has always been to meet the man that will make me want to settle down especially at a time in my life when I am not ready. I am scared of commitments so if I am willing to risk it and be committed then I really want to be with you.
Sometimes you meet someone and you just do not care about what happens between you two. There is either no or little boundaries. You break every or most principles you have and find the perfect reasons for doing that. You hardly feel this way about everyone except for a few people. These are the people I consider ‘Potential To Be The One’. Personally I do not believe there is just one person for us, I believe there are some people that we can live with better than others, these are the ‘Potential To Be The One’. You can make anyone ‘The One’ and work hard to make it last, but it easier to make it last with some people than others.
Honestly I am not ready right now for this commitment. I want to settle down with myself and achieve some personal goals before settling down with someone else.
I have decided not to fight this love and end it. I will just let it go on for as long as it can take us but we are going to take things very slow.
I wish we can put our relationships on hold and pursue other things, then later we can return and continue where we left off. Unfortunate life and time waits for no man, you either grab your opportunities right now or lose them.
I wish Cupid was so real, so he can stop some love from developing into something big. We can tell him the times in our lives we want to fall in love and whom we want to fall in love with.
Cupid, pull the bloody arrow out of me!
Bisous!
This looks Like me.
Going through a similar one… All the best!
What I’ve realised is, in as much as there is a number of “the one” finding them is hard, and they might not be available at your ready time. Sometimes, you just have to keep them and work it out.
Yes sometimes you have to give keep them and work it out. Since we are different from others, we get ready at different times in our lives. When you are ready, the other person might no be.